It is Wed Oct 11 2017 at 7 am. I feel Marilyn all around me. It is starting to hit me that she is gone. I am overwhelmed with tears. Marilyn and her mother Shelia were my save place in this sometimes unfair world. Now they are gone and I feel so alone and I dont know why. All my life Marilyn has been there no matter what just like a big sister and  would never judging me. I remember one time I went camping with her, George and Matt who was 8 mos at the time. Oh my god what a trip George snored all night long. I had to sleep in the truck. When we got up to leave, the truck would not start and we were far in the woods. We started to walk out till someone drove by to pick us up and the black fly were nuts. I had to run just to get some releaf. I told Marilyn and George I would not go camping with them ever agian. Now I love camping so much I just go by myself. So back to my big sis(cuz) as she would always say. Marilyn if you can hear me I love and miss you RIP (CUZ) SISTER. I could not get up at the celebration of life and tell my story so here I am. Matt Jonathan and Worrick I am here for you always hugs and kisses Love Maureen xoxoxoxoxoxo

P.S There might be grammer mistakes in this story but it has a lot love in it.